"Don't let fear control your life. I've known so many people let the fear of failure become a reason for them to life a life with restrictions and at the end, they regretted that they didn't do much more, and they truly haven't lived"



Thursday, 5 May 2011

Starting Wiki Read

Okay, after a month of doing things first then writhing about it, I realised that its not working that well. So I've decided to create some sort of a monthly challenge for myself. Something easy and accessible. And I came up with 'Wiki Read', where I read stuffs from Wikipedia according to certain themes. So, keep reading this blog to see my updates..

Make Pancakes

It's my first time making pancakes.. and it wasn't planned at all. My friend woke me up with a call saying that we should make pancakes and he will be bringing the ingredients = in the box type.
We started making the batch with all the ingredients and start cooking..

With the heated pan and the smell of melting butter, I didn't know why I rarely cook.. It was fun.. until you finished cooking and realize you have to clean up.

And the pancakes were major failure, neither one of them looked like the one on the cover of the box. You know like this...
Not mine.


Mine look more like a ruin omelette. You know with a burnt edge and a black mole in the middle. Maybe I'll start some food challenge... You know cook something I've never cooked before.. That will be a really long list to do.. Any idea of what should I cook(or bake or make, you know what I mean)?

Pass my Drivers Test

Okay, for most people this is no big deal... getting a driver's licence is a piece of cake.. For me it took almost..actualy, more than a year to passed the second and third part of the test.. Why you might ask, it took so long?
Answer: I HATE DRIVING!

For me, everytime I drive feels like I'm running with knife in my hands.. meaning I might kill something..
Maybe because I watched too much home videos of car crashing or maybe my mom kill a cat or two with her car.. I just feel wrong driving something so dangerous.. Okay I might had some mishaps with other means of transport.. Like the first time I was on a motorcycle (actually the one in charge..with someone knowledgeable behind).. I almost ran the bike of a cliff and the second time I actually did as wheelie (the one when the front wheel of the bike is up in the air and you feel like you might fall and die)..

I'm not even good with normal bicycles. A car knocked me off my bike once without moving.. I mean it was parked there on the side of the road..and I unknowingly rammed into it..
Okay, I admit that I'm a klutz.. so they shouldn't have allow me to drive out in the open road.

Unfortunately, they passed me.. I got my licence and now legally allowed to drive.. Ahh!!!!!!!!!
Lets cross our fingers and hope I never have a car accident or kill someone.

Thursday, 21 April 2011

MUET... Moooo iiiieeet :Part II

Okay, just finished all the second part of the Malaysian Universities English Test (MUET.. duh) which involves reading,writing and listening. But, the fun part of this exam, was the reunion of friends from diff. states and far places... Oh how much I miss you guys!!

The exam was okay. Not that hard... but could have don't silly mistakes here and there... I really hope I made it to band 6.. not due to the rumour of the money prize of RM 1000, but just to set myself the bar... Really need to study for my SAT.. Oh GOD... Help me! And to make things interesting.... My 'friend' was supposed to take the test here in Kuala Lumpur... Ha Ha HA..!!!

We all tried to contact him and he just disconnect us from his life...But somehow still managed to send me a Farmville request..WTF.. AMIR answer us!!

I guess we'll have to wait till next semester then...

Still not sure how to get the Baskin Robbins goal down... any idea how to so??

Thursday, 14 April 2011

MUET... Moooo iiiieeet

Seriously, this is my first exam that comes with no apparent warning. No letters, no text, no email. I almost missed it if it wasn't for my friends, asking me when was it. When we registered the test earlier this year, it stated 21st April and later.. So, knowing that, I convinced myself I got a lot of time. Oh God, how wrong was I?

I found out three days before the first test; speaking and I was having a sore throat then. Panicked I .. I didn't wantt to do it really but I had just to face it.. But seriously, the MUET workers need to tell people.. And to make matter worse, I got this friend that went missing. Missing, uncontactable, unreachable..

No he wasn't kidnapped or what...He is just gone.. I guess this is what people must have felt when  I went into a facebook coma (login into facebook without notifying anyone).. So everyone was worried. We called. Texted. and much more but we just don't know what happened to him.. Because he was having the same freaking MUET exam as us.. We wanted to tell him that the exam is nearby.. and wondered whether he knew about it. Exam day came by and no one saw him.. Let's just hope he switched the location and took it without us knowing. This guy..Ahh..

Seriously MUET!! You really need to warn people. You're like the stupid clown thaat popped up to scared us.. Boo you! Moo iieeett!

Speaking about cow! I decided to do something.... to taste all the flavours of Baskin Robbin ice cream!!!

Do Something that Haven't Been Done for at least a Year

Okay, we all did something that we haven't done for years.So, I decicded to reprise the few things I haven't been doing for quite a while, specifically at least a year. By accident, I did three this week.

No.1 Actually use Facebook
Okay this one I kinda cheat, but I haven't touch Facebook (meaning actually post anything on my wall) for almost a year. I kinda did this on purpose, because I was too lazy to go online especially when you're far away from easily accesible internet. does make sense? Try studying somewhere where Wi-Fi meaans going 4 storey down. So, this week I kinda revive my Facebook account by accepting friend request and plying some games.

No.2 Drive .. a car
I hate driving. Mankind weren't meant to drive. That's why there's so many death related car accidents. So, after one year avoiding driving, I had to take the plunge to satisfy certain society and geographical need. A year ago, I took my driver's exam aand only past the second half. This means I have to retake the other half; the one with the hill, side parking and three corners... Studying and National Service came after my first test, preventing me from retaking the exam for a year. The second test was scheduled to be tomorrow., then, a bomb dropped. I found out during this week training I had to retake the part that I passed as well. Panicked, I had to rescheduled the test to next two weeks. Hopefully, passing the test could be my new thing that week. Oh.. The driving part, I hate driving mostly because I have motion sickness. So the swaying and the movement of car just... makes me sick.

No.3 Skate on ice
Ahhh.. The feeling.. The wind in the hair and the intense pain in my feet. Ice skating is fun and painful. This will be my secongd time on ice. I always love seeing people skating especially the pros; whether the the hockey players or cute kid figure skaters getting scolded by their overbearing mother. Getting on ice for the second first time... The feeling of slippery ice on the blade of the rented tight ice skating shoes.. the first glide... (because I can't remeber being good the first time) and my first fall ( somehow good enough not to fall the first time).. Being on the ice reminds me why I'm so afraid to fall even if I know I'll get back up again.. It's like life.. Fear of failiure is till there.. I need it to go away.

And I also need to be better in ice skating. Come on, I'm no good in most sport. Let this be it, even I don't go pro.. I still want to be able to glide , spin and twirl...WEEeeeee!!!

Friday, 8 April 2011

Use Omegle for First Time (Most Likely to be the Only Time)

For those who doesn't know internet and its rules, the title might not make sense.So, I guess I have to explained. Omegle is a website used for talking to strangers via online chat. The service randomly pairs up users online into one-on-one chat windows (with option of blocking certain cameras), where they can chat anonymously using the handles "You" and "Stranger". Okay, I just copied and pasted that from Wikipedia. But, Omegle like anything from internet obeys the rule no. 34, if it exist, there's will be a porn version of it. Of course, in Omegle, this mean chat windows with naked people. So, decidingly, I put a theory to test. How likely are you to get an 'adult' chat window?

For me it was 2 out of 10. Random guess, I didn't actually counted how many time I disconnect and view it. I was busy screaming at the window with a close-up of a guy masturbating. Luckily, my accomplice in my missions , KK was there. He actually was the one who did all the clicking. I was a the corner of the webcam's view, squeling and telling him about the evils of internet. He doesn't wants to be reminded of the fact of millions of sexual predators and pedophilles online. I got quite a scare when a seemingly normal man pop up on the chat window. He was from Turkey and 39 years old. (The info we managed to get out of him. He started the chat with "Good!". For most, I guess it meant "Good! It's not another naked men jacking off its penis at the webcam." For me, it was more like " Good! A nice young, delicious boy. He looks underage and I like underage kids because I'm a pedophille." Scary! But, my friend, KK seem oblivious. That guy seem normal and he didn't want to judge a book by its cover. I guess he was right... But that guy disconnected us when I asked KK to lied about his age. When KK put 23, the Turkish guy seem somehow dissapointed and immediately disconnected us. See! Scary, right?

I still don't understand this world and the monsters lurking online. And why do they have to exhibit their personal enjoyment to everyone? Are they nuts or maybe they just have too much balls,(no pun intended) believing its courage? What do you think?